Therapy that a depressed person can't afford, partly because of not having the knowledge or spoons to arrange it and partly because she's scared to death that she won't be able to eat tomorrow, so how's she supposed to pay for ambiguous "medical care" in a country where it's not a right.

I wish I could crawl in a hole and have other people take care of me for the next year or so. I can't handle the stressors I used to be able to.